#TZU rambles

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Rip Evan Afton you would’ve loved pickles

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Tessa fucks me up dude can I just talk about her for a sec? Yeah? Yeah.

She loved those drones. She loved them because they were what she had. She felt sympathy for them when nobody else did. And I like to think there was a little bit of loneliness motivating her as well.

Her mother hated her. She was nothing to her. When her mother scolded her by saying "seems you still can't follow simple orders" her respone was "No, no no! Please!" BEGGING. Begging her mother to believe in her and be kind to her. She got chained up in her room (multiple times btw. At leas tthats implied. the hand she winced at and rubbed is the same hand the chain was on, which means shed be chained up long enough for it to rub her skin painfully. long enough to leave lasting pain.)

She is very connected to these drones, to the point where she kept all the error drones aroud because she LOVED them. She spent time digging them up. HELL SHE TOOK A FAMILY PHOTO WITH THEM DUDE...

Even when Cyn was creepy and scary, she kept her around. She'd rather lock Cyn up than get rid of her. and when n points it out, shes apologetic and hesitant. But we know WHY she did that. Even if it was kind of a sucky move, it was because she didnt wanna have to throw cyn out. and in the end that killed her.

Also she knows J well enough to know what sets her off (enough to. bite the shit out of a chain). She knows them. and she loves them.

I wish we'd gotten to know more about her an N. why is he so clearly her favorite? but thats not relevant ig

also her saying "I've only ever yakked to robots, J!" She has NO human friends. she has nobody to support her other than these robots. these robots who get treated like garbage by her family.

and then she has to watch these robots turn on her. Not just THESE ROBOTS but the three that she loved most. (also im going off what wouldve happened in ep 5 WITHOUT uzi, where n doesnt get out of the swamp, and nobody goes down to the basement)

V first, then Cyn, then J. And we KNOW she loved these three+N especially bc she took a family photo w them, interacted with them more often, and generally just seemed much closer with them.

and what does she get for it? killed. And also its implied by this screenshot that she wasnt ACTUALLY killed by cyn right then

(the scientists, the sword beside her, the footprints, the way shes sitting against the wall, the expression she has. she totally just saw all that shit)

and she cant have been skyn bc the scientists wouldve known. the skinsuit wasnt exactly. hm. pretty.

which means she DID see her whole family+more slaughtered in front of her while she was powerless to stop it. She DID see J violently kill everyone around her. She DID see Cyn kill everyone. And she just has to. Deal with that. And despite all her efforts, the solver took over and cyn killed her. (im assuming tessa died somewhere around when n's mineshaft flashback was like i mentioned b4)

and all the while she was convinced shed lose N, id assume. based on the state of the other drone out there.

And honestly, i think what she got was worse.

also i am team "N knew Tessa wasn't the same Tessa he knew back on Earth"

The way he looked at her, and the way he was suspicious of her. He knew HIS Tessa would never treat a drone like this. Cyn has been known to have relatively shitty recreations of people at times (like Thad in episode two) But even so there was no way he could believe it was someone else (like. who would it be? he saw her blood he heard her voice like...) which is why he was so stressed after killing her (when he leaned on his sword and was breathing heavy, yk?)

he loved her and she loved him and now shes dead. just like everyone else he loved.

this isnt about n but like. idk if tessa could see him now i think shed cry. she loved him and all of them

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he gets thrown around like a ragdoll

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society if lit class let me write creative instead of personal

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if u think abt it steampunk astronauts would just look like rlly old diving suits

do you see my vision

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nobody gets tsukasa like i get tsukasa but one thing i dont get is if hes the mf beating hanako up. BC IT FEELS IMPLIED BUT ALSO??? weve never seen him move to hurt hanako. ever. he doesnt even defend himself whenever hanako grabs him, pushes him, STABS HIM??? like i cant see him doing that

and another thing i always considered was "maybe hanako i defending tsukasa" but tsukasa was actually very popular amongst his classmates, hanako says so.

so its clearly not that? but then what is going on?

one theory i have is that it has to do with their mother. we know she can tell something is wrong with tsukasa considering how she drags the poor boy to be exorcised multiple times. if she is potentially threatening/trying to harm tsukasa and hanako is protecting him, perhaps its that? idk gimme ur thoughts if u have any.

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i want to draw kitties. does anyone have kitty ocs. show me ur kitty ocs

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thinking abt how lumine is portrayed as more friendly and outgoing yet i see ppl characterize traveler lumine as more rude, grumpy, and introverted than aether a lot. and i just dont think thats right. not only does it go against what ive personally viewed in the canon of the story, but also bc its definitely rooted in misogyny

my proof btw (using specifically scenes from before they were seperated/where theyre together bc abyss lumi and traveler lumi are very different also its a better way to compare them)

aether relaxing while lumine is standing over him, like shes ready to keep going and is excited about it

playfully poking aethers face while he sleeps <3 very similar to the last one

i dont have the other ss rn but aether sitting in the water kind of implies she playfully pushed him down and shes throwing water at him shes so silly :(

both these scenes (which are the same for abyss and traveler lumi btw) where shes excitedly showing these things to aether and he nods in acknowledgement

jehtlumi also, while mostly being queercoding for jeht (shoutout to jeht ily jeht) where she refers to aether as a friend, and lumine as more than a friend. while again this is very clearly coding for jeht, it says a lot that lumine was able to build that kind of connection with her so quickly.

anyways live laugh love lumine i love you lumine

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hi fnaf fandom can i come back i dont like it where i am anymore

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I PASSED MY PHYSICS FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!

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explaining karushuu horribly

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more textposts that remind me of tpp characters

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sorry to tell you but you follow someone with thoughts and feelings. Yeah. and opinions too. I know. Did you know they also have experienced things? Yeah. I just thought I'd let you know so you could unfollow.

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Where's that post that's like "Daddy issues make you a little awkward and depressed but mommy issues just make you insane." because.

yeah...

yep

definitely

yeah that sounds right (technically a hc but fuck off)

i see it

NEED I GO ON???

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i love you aros and aces alike i love you aroaces and alloaces and aroallos i love you all so much i love youu

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